TOOO many hugs- from sister

Here is the deal,
I don't like to be hugged.  Outside of the idea of hugging a like dude that I am with or a friend I haven't seen in a long long time, I really dont' like to be hugged.   I am more of a kiss on the cheek kinda girl.

I think my start of my hug hatred started with my mom. We are the same height, and she is a strong front hugger.  She does this weird thing where she hunches up her shoulders trying to be like cute before she moves in for the kill.  Makes me SO mad... its literally irritating me thinking of it.  The REAL issue is, though, I dont like the idea of my mom and my boobs being pressed against each other.  It makes me massively uncomfortable.  I know it is ridiculous.  But I am ridiculous... so its par for the course.  (for example, I also very much don't want to breast feed IF i EVER have babies- which will happen by accident- my boobs are for fun, nothing else.)

Our family, particularly my weirdo brothers, are very big huggers though.  Makes me wonder where I came from.  Often the two will have long hugs to weird eachother out.  It mostly makes the people around them uncomfortable.  And sometimes, they attack hug, which makes me want to DIE.  Sometimes it puts us in awkward situations... like at my grandmother's wake.  I uncharacteristically hugged the littlest brother, and as I was brother came up and group hugged me.  Then dad rushes over because he thinks I am crying.  Then I felt like a douche because I was not crying.

See... hugs are never good.

So today, I particularly want to die. We have to keep in mind three things.  1. As stated I don't like hugs.  2.  As stated, I am weird about my boobs.  3. (maybe stated in a previous post) I wear bras ALL THE TIME at home if brother is home.  So normally when he comes home I like run in my bedroom and throw one on.

So today was an annoying, sad, frustrating night for me.  Knowing this, brother came in to awkward hug me.  BUT I DIDN'T HAVE A BRA ON!!  The whole thing was awful.  And awkward.  But it made me remember our blog... so every negative has a positive!

I am back... thanks for reading!